Butterflies....

Yes folks, I wish that I had more to talk about, but unfortunately I cannot think about anything other than M. and my job possibilities.

This morning it has all really sunk in -- I feel kind of sick to my stomach -- you know, that butterfly feeling you get and just can't shake?! It's terrible -- and my mid-morning snack is clearly not helping get rid of it. I need answers people. I would be lying if I told you I haven't already refreshed my email 1,000,000 times this morning....oops, 1,000,001.

There is potential for M. to find out today if he got the job and for me, well, I wasn't given an exact date which is really killing me. It was just one of those "very soon" type of time frames and I'm only slightly comforted by the fact that they probably don't want to wait too long before choosing someone to fill the position just based on what the position is. For once I am kind of sad that it is Friday because if I don't hear anything today (about either job) I'll most likely have to get through the entire weekend with no answers. Terrible.

On the bright side, I am having dinner with one of my favorite friends tonight. I haven't seen her since our wedding in June, so I am excited to hang out and have a little girl time, although I'm sure a large topic of our conversation will revolve around the jobs. Oh! The torturrrreee!

Anyway, I'm guessing you're not going to get any great blog content from me until I get some news....at this point I would just like to hear something -- for either of us -- PRETTY PLEASE?!?! :)